Which one do i start with? God!
- To go with the mood of the day - I want to be in a music concert of a musician/singer i love, i listen to alot, whose lyrics i could scream out even if i were woken up in my sleep, who would really make me scream out my lungs and jump real high, whose music i can relate to! I say this because i've been in a few carnatic music concerts, but none of the above necessary apply. I'm not saying i'm a no-no for carnatic, i like it too, but in a different way...but this has to be the way i want it! I've already missed enough and regretted.Waiting for the day!
- I want to see, touch, play with, play in, feel the white-ness of...snow :) Preferrably during christmas time! (i've defintiely mentioned this before). I still don't know why... Maybe it just looks so beautiful. Like a balance of dullness and brightness that appeals to the senses.
- I want to whistle in the theatres. I'm working on it ;-)
- I want to satisfy every aspect of the desires my parents have for me for atleast a day... and i mean the small term ones, not the long term. Ofcourse I want to satisfy the long term ones too... but as of now, the daily ones.
- I want to learn how to play tha violin :) and lately, the piano too!
- Ironic and silly as this may seem... i want to be capable of having an answer to my brother's eternal question "what should i get you from here?" because "nothing" has started to bore the both of us a great deal.
- I want to learn to cook as well as my mother, and my grandmother (peraasai thaan, yenna panardhu!)
- I want to make a trip anywhere for a few days with just friends... preferrably Kenya :D Ok, on a more practical note, anywhere around here....
- I might as well add... i want to take the guy i marry to one particular place in Kenya :)
- I want to be at a first day, first show of a movie i've been dying to watch!
- I want some shield that'll prevent me from thinking of the uncertainities in life! The maybe's and the maybe-not's! Well, work sometimes happens to be the best shield! None the less, i'd like a shield when i'm vetti ;-)
- I want to get a proper haircut!!!!!!!
Ok thats not really eveything.... its the comparitively smaller things :) The bigger things ofcourse...are a mission! There, i'm open to judgement!
You could always leave your small list in the comments... we'd love to read them :)
Yours "If only...."ly
Signing off....
37 comments:
You want a proper haricut?
Well, that's not very difficult, now, is it ?!
You know what?!
You should treat yourself to a ridiculously expensive cut at a frighteningly swank and posh salon, as a treat for topping your exams (which you undoubtedly will!).
Even if you don't top, you should still do it.
Consider it as a treat to yourself for not getting arreseted by the police in the 20 long years of your life.
*shifty eyes*
two corrections
*haircut
*arrested
Nik - LOL! Its definitely not difficult... am just finding it immensely difficult to make up my mind whether i want one or not! And lol, that defintiely seems like a good enough reason to spend a handsome amount of money for which i'll regret later ;-) btw, i din go despite having a discount coupon for 300 bucks!
WHAAAAA ??
That's just illogical.
You know what cut you should cut?
Check out the cut on that Kangana chick in that new movie Metro. It's radical (atleast on her).
My God.. I am giving hair advice to a girl.
I have truly out-gayed myself this time.
*shifty eyes*
BTW, that line was stolen from 'Mean Girls'.
OMG! I rmbr lines from Mean Girls.
I should be worried.
*LOL*
nik - U got me laughing, and hard! Just out of curiosity, i'll check out kangana's cut! Its not bad to rmbr lines from movies one enjoyed... and from wat i rmbr, i think u liked mean girls,esp for rachel McAdams! And u're fond of lindsay lohan too... so big deal! But out-gayed is sounds funny! Looks like the exams got to your head ;-)
Long time since we had a one-on-one convo in my blog! lol
Ah, you're a doll !! Thanks for the reassurance!
And I still like Rachel McAdams, though I am not so sure about Lindsay Lohan anymore.
I heard she has some totally gross STD.
*again, shifty eyes*
BTW, STD is doctorspeak for Sexually Transmitted Disease.
Not that you didn't know that, of course.
I just wanted to show off.
nik - u're welcome :) Sad thing abt Lohan there. And ofcourse doctors need to show off their insecurity ;-)
And my half snort-half laugh to your comment made my mom wonder if i'm really the daughter she brought up! She must think am abnormal, laughing at monitors! But well, i think there have been worse situations at home! She must be used to it by now ;-)
Insecure???
I ain't insecure, girl. C'mon, you know that.
I mean seriously.. have you ever met anyone else studying for medicine who thinks the course is fucked up and is not all strung up about becoming a doormat with a faggot white coat ?!
C'mon girl, gimme more credit than that..!!
Psst psst.. didn't that sound so totally rapper-style ?!
Yeeeeah, I'm on a roll.
LOL
you don't answer your bro's eternal ques. of "what should I get from here" ? It's your bro! If lav was in australia or anywhere abroad or anywhere else in India, i would have a whole list of things to ask her. :D
I don't want to learn to cook as well as my mom, I just want to cook well enough and learn to cook a variety of dishes( even the ones I don't like because atleast then i might once in a while taste them ).
I want to run fast. I want to play a sport properly. I wan to travel all around the world, even the small towns and villages ( almost impossible, first let me cover India )
I want to learn not to be shit-scared of snakes. I want to be able to tell how much select few people mean to me. I want to go on a ship. I want to be one of those mickey-mouse people in amusement parks for one day just for the sake of it, for the experience. :D
etc etc
nik - Whats with the sudden rise in the sense of humour?! lol...! U must be really jobless! rapper style only...! :) Why're u doing the course anyway? U always wanted to do it right? Somewhere down the line, u're goin to start loving it all... and when u're called Dr.Nikhil Harikrishnan, u'll know it makes all the difference in the world! and it wont be a faggot white coat anymore...;-)
suk - :)I knew u were goin to comment on the 'wat do i got u from here' thing! Your snake thing reminds me... i want to learn how to be not shit-scared of dogs! And i missed one very important thing from my list...
I WANT TO BE A SPECTATOR IN A FOOTBALL MATCH!!!!!!!! Preferrably with italy, argentina, germany or england playing! and preferably, no brazil!
nikhil's finally stepped out of the closet, ah?
how you doin? /woo
and snow is not as nice as it seems. its only good when it snows the first time. after that, the snow turns black due to people stepping over it and stuff.
and dont even get me started on the cold :@:@
oh, for nice warm madras weather throughout the yr :(
Bharat -
Yeah man, I stepped outta the closet.
I stepped outta the closet cos I was tired of banging you in it.
Now, how you doin', woo-master ?!
tsb - U've told me that before. To be precise, u told me it bcomes like serru! Anyway, i still want to see it all... and u pl dont get me started on WARM chennai! Wat an understatement...! And btw, it may be warm through out the year, but the flooded streets in november are very irritating... i definitely prefer the heat to walking through streams of water with fear of dying by electrocution or something!
Hey yo Divs, my blog is u p d a t e d, girl !!
ahh me too! no brazil? Well maybe if it were an Italy vs. Brazil match and Brazil was trashed by Italy, you'd be all the more happy?since the team you hate beat the team you love?
nik - checked! :)
Suk - U mean the team i love bashed the team i hate! But there's always the possibility of the reverse happenin, so no... i don want to watch brazil!
Yo girl, have fun at the engagement ceremony/party.
Eyeball a few cute guys, and then when you have their attention, just ignore them completely till they/you leave. It's so much fun. I do it all the time.
Only, I do it with girls.
Only girls. I swear.
nik - Now that u're stressing on it, u sure its only girls? ;-) I'll def give it a shot!
"yo girl?" did you just say "yo girl".
is there something we should know, nigil ol'boy?
:scared:
Why, Bharat, didn't it sound nigga enough for you??
Do they use a different language in your hood ?
Chill out, bro.
No one truly appreciates my comic genius.
nik, tsb - LOL! It finally feels like good ol blogging again!
your comic genius?
yours?
its almost like saying agarkar's bowling abilities.
non-existant :)
ps- you know i joke, nikhil. agarkar can bowl much better than you crack jokes :)
Cracking jokes is what pansies do, ass.
Humour is so much more than jokes. Retard.
Lil push it is that is required ...Most of these (except probably the first one) can be done ..:) ..
First one takes a lot of destiny !!
tsb, nik - whether we're talkin jokes or humour or comic genius...both of u def make me laugh!
Vinod - U think the 1st one takes alot of destiny huh? Maybe i wouldn have agreed a year back. But now... yes, maybe it does!
you dare call russell peters a pansy?
i hit you :@
humour is simply a combination of all your jokes.
it changes with your social settings. when you're with guy, theres dirty humour and girl-watching-rating humour involved.
when you're with girls, theres giggly-giggly-makeup humour involved
when you're with your prof at the lab, theres nerdy humour involved. for instance, my prof's quote yday on her 3 kids.
"oh, having 3 kids is a pain. with the first kid, if they drop anything on the floor, you're immediately worried about cleaning it and sterilising it. with the second kid, its meh, good for the immune system"
-bored and jobless
tsb - Wat an analysis of the variations of humour! Lol... I remember laughing real hard the first time i watched russel peters! Nice prof u have!
And btw, when u're with girls, u don necessarily have to have giggly make-up jokes! Damn toronto's changed the way u look at girls! Well, not literally...hope thats understood!
Bharat -
Your prof is a sad person. I pity you.. you actually thought it was a joke/funny.
That's just sad, man.
And you use make-up humour around girls.
That is SO manly. You should be proud of yourself.
Oh, and by the way, and I should have put this a couple of comments back,
But Bharat,
Go Fuck Yourself.
Ah, now I feel so much better.
lol.
ah, i was waiting for that <3
Thank you.
And also, stop dedicating poems to me.
That it so 14th-century.
now that tsb n nik are done, i think i can update my blog!
1)i want australia to be relegated from playing world cups (somehow)
2) i want to set up on a blind date with catherine zeta jones or..still better michelle pfeiffer
p.s:life without uncertanities s***s
sathya - LOL to both your wants! But aus do have it in them! n u can keep dreamin abt pfeiffer's high cheek bones ;-)
Abt the uncertainties... maybe thats true :) hmm... really. But well, sometimes it gets a li'l too much!
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